Me being - puzzled.

Is it still there?
Is it gone?

Do i dare to even find out?
it has been so long hasnt it?

maybe u are with someone now.
maybe u're not?

Do i dare know?
Do i dare ask?

Why does it still hurt?
Why do i still cry whenever i think about it?

I'll never know.
Perhaps because it was THAT special to me.

It was, it still is and it always will be.

how many nights i've spent just thinking about us
how many nights have i spent crying myself to sleep?

Oh. i'll never know.
It has been so long hasnt it?

Every night i spend alittle time with God.
Still holding on to the relationship.
Still praying for it.

Do i still miss you?
Do i still wish for things to be the way they were before?

Yes i do.

Shouldnt we have sat down together to pray for it instead of letting it go?
Shouldnt we have done something about it rather than moving on?

Tell me love, tell me.

sometimes i just wish to hold on to you.
just look at you and plant a kiss so deep it'll be unforgettable.

i miss u.