Me being - readjusting

yea. its been depressing and all.
sometimes i dont see the light at all.

then she told me how she did it. take it step by step. and see what He will open up for us.
i am sorry to have hurt u again. sorry to have brought u back to where i am standing.

i'm learning now, finally i guess. to look at things from ur perspective. ur point of view.
guess i never really put my faith in Him. never really trusted Him wholeheartedly.
never Loved Him above all.

i'm learning now, please dont leave me alone anymore alright.
haha.
what a thing to say.

never thought that a big guy would break down to tears.
to a point to thoughts of suicidal.
well. re-adjusting.

work in progress.
:)