Me being - maybe (enrique iglesias)

If I had one single wish,
I'd go back to the moment I kissed,
you goodbye. No matter how hard I tried,
I can't live without you in my life.

I walk around trying to understand,
where we went wrong and I can't pretend,
it wasn't me, it wasn't you.
But I'm convinced we gave up too soon.

Nothing left to lose after losing you.
There's nothing I can take.

When I run to you, when I come for you,
please don't tell me I'm too late.

Maybe you'll say you still want me.
Maybe you'll say that you don't.
Maybe we said it was over.
But I can't let you go.

No, i can't let u go.

Me being - a lonely september (Plain white T's)

I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out'
cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
will just kill me if I'm on my own

I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight

I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
Andyou didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did
And I didn't mean to meet you then
we were just kids
I didn't mean to give you chills
the way that I kiss
I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did

Me being - in the mood for christmas.

Christmas is coming,
have u been a good kid this year?

HoHoHo.

Me being - reminiscencing (if thats how u spell it.)

Time, what a strange thing it is.
looking back, so many things has happened.

we've known each other for what? 16 years now?
surely it counts for something right? i'd ask myself.

and indeed it counts for something. a friendship that's building in progress.
and if someone were to come by and snag u up. i'd pray that i'll have the strength to give u my blessings and look at your shadow slowly fade off as i see u walk away.
anyways, it'd be the first Christmas we'll be exchanging gifts wont we?

MERRY CHRISTMAS
i'll be looking forward to it. :)


looking back in the past.
i used to be such a tubby kid.
i use to think that i was an ugly baby.
dark as charcoal.

but i'd like to thank God for what i've become now.
and how He's done little little things in my life to pull me through downs in my life and knocking me down when i'm way up over my head.

its been 2 months in NS now.
how wonderfully He's crafted my life out of it.
a vocation where the regimentations are not that strict.
i thank you.
with all my heart.

Me being - me. :D

sometimes when i think about it, its better staying in camp then to be booking out day in day out.

at least like this i'll get the diciplined habit of doing my own dirty work and sleeping early and stuff.

well, in a way its better also. like this i can wake up at 7 instead of 6 in the morning and i can have the full 8 hours or more sleep that i desire.
my body really needs recovering. i've been feeling rather sick in recent times. been feeling very very lethargic.

sometimes when i think about it, maybe my condition has been activated and maybe i'm going to die soon.
maybe the problem has spreaded internally and started attacking my organs or something
haha.
i dont know.

but if i really were to leave this world, it would be wonderful wouldnt it?
being at a place where God is.
where u are protected from sin. from those horrible things u can find in this world.
well. anyways i'd just see what God has install for me.

i'm still me. :D

Me being - a clerk celebrating christmas

First and foremost, its not a gay job.

Secondly, Clerks are more important than u can ever imagine.
they have the power to determine a NSF's fate.

think of them as people who confirms ur attendance. people who confirms ur leave and stuff.

so never never mess with a clerk i tell u. haha

anyways its gonna be fast before i start working already. left with a couple of days of training then i'm by my own already. no more instructors to cover my backside if i do something wrong.

Christmas is coming, my allowance is coming in. Anyways Christmas is not about presents and partying. or even about santa claus.
Christmas is about our Lord God Jesus Christ who was born on that day to lead a sinless life and rescue us from the devil the day He was crucified. and i really thank God for guiding me to where i am today.

i believe that its only the best that He'll give me.
for what more can anyone give then His own blood and life for people who were the ones who crucified Him?

imagine all of us as slaves. slaves who are headed for doom.
alright, got that in ur head? visualise it clearly first.

Now, Lord Jesus is like a business man who pass by the slave store and when He saw us, He bought all of us. People who He didnt know, He saved.

and He did not use coins to buy us over. but it was His blood that He used to buy us.
yet at the mean time, we were given a choice whether to follow or not.
and to follow Him meant freedom.

to follow Him is just to believe in Him and put faith in Him to guide you.
Love Him back the way He loved all of us.
have this personal relationship with Him. as though He was your brother, as though He was your lover.
its this kind of love multiplied by million folds.

so people, what are u guys still hesitating about?

He who paid for your freedom is giving you a choice to follow Him or stay at where you are.
what is your say?