Me being - lost

Is love about money?
What's love to you people?

Love, is a beginning. knowing that you are not alone every morning when you wake up.
someone or something you look forward to.

Love, is a present. knowing all the sweetness that you get to hold on to.

Love, is a future. knowing that there's someone who will be there to grow old with you. to be there to share past memories.

Love, is loving you. it has not been easy all this time. but i'd still want to hold on.
I still love you. I still miss you badly at times.
what if tomorrow never comes?
will you know how much i love you?
will you know how much i want to hold you in my arms?

i'm starting to lose the feeling of hugging you.
starting to miss how it feels like to be kissed by you.
i just can't imagine myself holding someone else.
dont want to be kissing someone else.

missing those days when we made breakfast for each other.

kicking myself so bad to be looked down on. for not being able to give you a future.
i'm working at it though.
just wished that you were here by my side while i'm at it. dont really want to face it alone.

if i asked you, would you hold me in your arms?
cos i'm scared. i'm really scared of facing the world without you here by my side.
you just feel so distant from me. so far that i cant even catch a glimpse of your shadow.

i still dream of walking with you hand in hand along the beach.
with the cool sea breeze blowing against our faces.
throwing pebbles into the sea just to see the ripples dance in the water.
burying each other under the sand for fun.

i may not be the smartest, the most talented or the most good looking.
but will u still choose me instead?
or am i holding on to something that's already gone?

Me being - by myself

Another day without your smile, another day just passes by
But now I know how much it means for you to stay right here with me.

The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger but it hurt so bad I cant take it any longer

A thousand miles between us now it causes me to wonder how our love tonight remains so strong
It makes our risk right all along

Things can come and go I know but baby I believe
Somethings burning strong between us makes it clear to me.

I wanna grow old with you I wanna die lying in your arms I wanna grow old with you, I wanna be looking in your eyes I wanna be there for you sharing everything you do.
I wanna grow old with you.

Me being - a thinker.

well. guess its just the way i am.
something that God wanted me to be. and i am thankful for that.

generally, we thinkers are quiet people. and we choose to look at things from different perspective. but dont misunderstand that statement. because at times its just hard to accept something from a different perspective when u're fixed to a mindset.

for one, we're deep. haha. i get that sometimes, though i'm still figuring out what it exactly means. is it deep cos we sit there and stay silent and look like we're thinking of something? or is it cos we just give that 'deep' impression to other people?

we aint loners i would say. but we're selective people. we choose the people we connect to.
guess its just the way to find true pals.
yup.

Me being - Confused.

Tell me about it. what is it you really want?
what are you exactly looking to get out of me?
am i always like this to you? never able to match up to your standards?
have i been a bump in your eyes?

why are things like this all the time?
I really do not understand you or your expectations? can you please tell me about it?
have i never been good enough?
have i always been good for nothing?
why are you always so frustrated when you look at me?
what have i done to deserve this?
tell me. tell me now!

all i did was to set my priorities. and you're not ranked number 1. because i've learnt that no 'person' will be number 1 to me.

so i'm sorry.
and i'm sad to say you'll not be number 1.
never will be.

i am thankful for what you've done and all that you've done.
but i'm sorry.
its the one thing i can't agree to you.

Me being - here, you being never gone.

I really miss you
There's something that I've gotta say

The things we did, the things we said, to come back to me and make me smile again
Show me how, to face the truth.

Everything that's good in me I owe to you,

Though the distance that's between us now may seem to be too far
It will never separate us deep inside as I know that you are never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are always close everyday every step along the way

I walk along these empty streets, there is not a second you're not here with me the love you gave, the grace you've shown
Will always give me strength and be my corner stone

So how you found a way to see the best I haven't been

Eventhough for now we've got to say goodbye I know you will be forever in my life
Never gone from me, if there's one thing I believe in it will be to see you somewhere down the road again
Because in my heart is where you are always close everyday, every step along the way
And though for now we've got to say goodbye, I know you will be forever in my life
Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you will always be.

Me being - the last person to leave Kallang Stadium.

Well, its not exactly like that.
haha.

i was there for the Aussie match against Singapore. Well, Singapore lost but its the atmosphere that was most important for fans who watch soccer matches at the stadium. its the time to let loss. you can ask my friend mr afro. haha.

a guy who's usually quiet and deep in thoughts. well, he sure did let everything out. PASSION u know, PASSION!!!

Singapore didnt do that badly for the match, it was more of luck i guess. they had quite a number of chances but the ball did not hit the back of the net. tough luck.

after the match they had an official closing of the stadium kinda celebration. they had a recap of the historical sporting moments that happened at the stadium. kinda nostalgic.

then they had fireworks!!
kinda disappointing though, it was a short one. but at least it happened.


well, when the new stadium's up, it will be a new era of sports for Singapore!
Will be looking forward to it.

PEACE!!