Me being - on a rollercoaster ride.

I dont know. sometimes i say that i am alright, the next moment i'm down in the dumps again.
its like an emotional roller-coaster ride.

never thought that i'd be in such a mess.
never thought that i'd become like this.
thought that what i've been through will help enable me to be stronger when the same situation comes again.
then why is it i'm falling down again?
why is it my heart feel so tired?

feel like taking the easy way out of it.
sometimes just wish that i can sleep and dont have to wake up again.

dealing with it.
aint know how to at times.
but. yea.