Me being - pressed with expectations

money money and more money.
i just dont dig this.

its just too sad a life to be living for money. and i realise how sad people around me are living their life. its so pathetic.
really.

u dont get the kind of enjoyment everytime u work. u worry about not having enough with u're at home. u are stressed over it all the time even when u sleep.

what's the deal with it anyways. bullshit.

and being the eldest doesnt help one bit at all.
with all the expectations pressing down on me.
i want to get another diploma, or a degree.

but what its already laid out for me to grad from poly and start working 5 years from now.
don't i get a say in this?
do i have be in a situation where i juggle with work and studies at the same time?

i dont wish to be in that situation.
but what say do i have in this.

i'm expected to be paying for the house 5 years from now. ya, maybe pay with a job that pays 5/hr. that helps alot doesnt it!

maybe its time to grow up. time for me to start paying for ur bills and taxes.
and perhaps i'll do it.
oh yea. i will.
but i really dont see me being part of this money-minded household.