Me being - a man full of weaknesses.

guess i've never been a talker.
just thinking and making up things up in my head.

i dont know why, but i find it rather hard to express myself. and i end up expressing them through letters and smses.

i find myself pathetic.
and full of irony.

and at most parts, ending up hurting those that i cared for.

i feel so horrible. when things seem to be turning for the better, i'd just say and do the wrong things and everything just turned for the worst.

the worse part was how could i hurt her when she's already have enough problem?
in the end, i'm a hindrance.
and looking back, it has always been this way.

dennis = a hindrance.

i'm so sorry. yet no matter how much i apologise, it'll never help.
i wanted to be friends with common topics again. yet, after what i've done, it seemed like it wont happen awhile again.

hey there,
i know that u seldom read my blog. in fact u've only read it once.
but i just want u to know how sorry i am. the things u said did not register inside which was why i did what i did. now everythings clear.
and i just wanna tell u i am sorry.

i dont know if it will ever happen again. but if it does. i dont want it to happen to u again.
i feel that i am dangerous emotionally.
which was why i wanted to run away.
i really dont wanna hurt u again.
sorry.

den