Me being - me. :D

sometimes when i think about it, its better staying in camp then to be booking out day in day out.

at least like this i'll get the diciplined habit of doing my own dirty work and sleeping early and stuff.

well, in a way its better also. like this i can wake up at 7 instead of 6 in the morning and i can have the full 8 hours or more sleep that i desire.
my body really needs recovering. i've been feeling rather sick in recent times. been feeling very very lethargic.

sometimes when i think about it, maybe my condition has been activated and maybe i'm going to die soon.
maybe the problem has spreaded internally and started attacking my organs or something
haha.
i dont know.

but if i really were to leave this world, it would be wonderful wouldnt it?
being at a place where God is.
where u are protected from sin. from those horrible things u can find in this world.
well. anyways i'd just see what God has install for me.

i'm still me. :D