Hillsong United - Hosanna

Sunday, November 18, 2007

Me being - Christian guy, holding on.

Its hard. very hard. with an environment like mine. everyone's cursing and swearing, its like a trend.

i dont go all the way to the cbs or the f's but still its not good.
what's inside is more deadly than the outside.

having bad language will just show how a rotten christian i am.
having bad thoughts is as bad as committing the thought itself.

last week till PoP. four more days.
holding on still.
i've been lazy, have not been journelling, not been doing quiet time.
really want to start again.
want to be good in His eyes.
want to be a good testimonial for Him.

so God i pray that there'll be someway for You to help me, rescue me from all this.
i really wanna be good in Your eyes, really want to quit these bad habits.

anyways it has been a enjoyable 6 weeks or BRT. i know that God's been there looking over me all this while and i thank Him.
to just know that He's there makes my heart happy.

just wanna focus on Him this 2 years.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

"having bad thoughts is as bad as committing the thought itself."

I'm not sure if I can fallow the logic their. If this is true wouldn't it stand to reason that that having good thoughts is as good as committing the thought itself?

Example: Hey Jim did you donate to the Feed The Children?

No man I didn't, but I thought about it.

Well thats ok it's the thought that counts.

Now I wouldn't go so far as to say Jim is an evil Hedon for not feeding our children but to say he is a good Samaritan for thinking about charity seems a bit unsupported.